Time for a Change.

Today started out well enough. New shirt. Lol. I feel like a zombie walking around school..I'm just going through the motions. I can't seem to change. That's awful, I'm jeapordizing my future and I seem to be okay with that. Somethings clearly wrong here. The best part of my day was lunch, which I spent with jackie. I can't help but smile around her and then she makes fun of me for my braces. Haha. I hateee them. things went downhill from there. I went to practice already worn down and lost the second round wrestle off. There goes the "A" spot. So this opened my eyes and has made me determined to work harder and push myself further. Even if it kills me. Exhausted and sore,
Goodnight.

The Bitter Taste of Losing

So today was whatever. I was mad at lunch because the bitch janitor lady didn't let me and jeremy go out! Oh well. It got worse during practice when I lost my wrestle off....3-0. I was so mad at myself, I thought I wanted to beat him, but not enough apparently. More mental training tonight. I've always had this mental block of wrestling people in our room I know are better than me. I need to break that and get past it. When I got home I was dead tired. Jackie called and brightened up the evening. I'm dead tired and need sleep! Haha. No one is evening following this so I don't know why I bother. I feel like I'm talking to myself, but you meet the best people that way, right? (: haha now I'm even telling myself jokes to make myself feel better. How pathetic. I'm delrious. Lol.

Goodnight.

First Time For Everything

Blogblogblogblog. So, this is my first blog and I don't really expect anyone to read it, since few know about it and fewer care. But I'm doing this for myself and for janelle. Lol. Anyways, here goes:

On the day of this first blog of mine, it was our first day back from winter break. It was nice seeing everybody again. Although, there were some weird parts. First, I wore my cardigan! :D for the most part everyone liked it. :] Second, jackie gave me back the shirt I let her borrow for like the past month and half. After our big argument new years eve I dunno if that's a bad sign or not. Maybe I'm over thinking but I feel like she's slipping away. Lunch was good. I snuck out without a lunch pass in omids car and there was like 4 of us crowded in the back seat! Burger king was yumm. Haha. I felt full after that and regretted it later. When we go back, I ran to 5th cuz Zurati told me if I was late again he'd have me dropped! D: that would be bad since I need the credits and I'm already planning on taking gov/econ in the summer. 5th period was hilarious our little corner of me, tim, phillip, tara, and sara never shut up. Beatlemania! And then came six period and wrestling practice. From 2-6 I'm working my ass of. By the end of it I'm exhausted. I love it though and could never give it up. I'm home now, laying on my bed,thinking about today, which led me here in the first place. Blogging from my Droid! :D shit is sickkk. And the notification bar is telling me I have a text! Laterzz :]